Tuesday, March 31, 2009

relevankah PPSMI?

last weekend, i surfed the internet at home. and i read Dr M's blog about PPSMI. well, everyone knows about that right now, there is a group of malaysian that against it. and the gov still in process of discussion about that.
when i read the comments. there's a go and against.
yang sokong kate....
Obviously, saya tak bersetuju jika kerajaan menarik balik dasar pembelajaran yang sedia skrg iaitu menggunakan bahasa Inggeris di dalam subjek Sains dan Maths. Yang nak pergi sekolah anak-anak kita kenapa pulak orang tua2 yang sibuk....Anak-anak saya tak pernah komplen pun....malah dia orang rasa pembelajaran lebih mudah menggunakan Bahasa Inggeris. Bukan menidakkan bahasa ibunda...tapi realitinya penggunaan BI dlm Maths & Science tadi dapat mengukuhkan penguasaan BI...dari sekarang la perlu ditekankan jika kita nak bersaing lebih jauh....
Kerajaan pun dah banyak invest dalam implementation BI dalam subject Maths and Science ni takan suka2 nak tarik balik....Keputusan SPM semalam pun menunjukkan peningkatan dalam keseluruhan pencapaian. Rata-rata student answer in English...It's proven what.....
Especially bila dah ke peringkat universiti, most of the reference books are in English. What if students vocabulary, grammer etc weak at this level....? How to compete with other races and later at the working environment or till the world level? Tak kan time tu baru nak amik intensive course for BI? For example, most subjects thought by UiTM are in English. Its really proven. Saya bersyukur melanjutkan pelajaran di UiTM dulu...terima kasih UiTM...
Why after 6 years baru nak buat demonstrasi? Ish2....yang nak belajar anak2 and cucu kita. So let them be...Tak kan Melayu hilang di dunia. Yang menyebabkan Melayu hilang kerana perbuatan orang Melayu sendiri. Berebut dan gila kuasa...gila pangkat...bila dah menang janji tinggal janji....tuduh menuduh antara BN and pembangkang. If tgk org2 zaman dulu org Melayu bersatu skrg banyak pemimpin yang selfish and nak cepat kaya melalui kuasa yang dia ada...kira penyalahgunaan kuasa la ni...ada kuasa senang nak jadi senang...Bukan sibuk fikir hala tuju bangsa,macam mana nak tangani isu kemelesetan ekonomi, cegah jenayah, bunuh sini bunuh sana....tapi sibuk kejar kuasa gila harta!
Betul kata Tun....Melayu mudah lupa....
from mamalin
yang bangkang kate.....
SAYA TAK SETUJU DENGAN PANDANGAN TUN...MUNGKIN KERANA SAYA DILIHAT LEBIH KEPADA PEMBANGKANG...TETAPI JIKA ANWAR KATA MACAM ITUPUN SAYA PASTI TIDAK SETUJU...JIKA KITA LIHAT SEBELUM MERDEKA RAMAI RAKYAT KITA FASIH BERBAHASA INGGERIS DAN BOLEH DIKATAKAN LEBIH INGGERIS DARI MELAYU TERMASUK TUN SENDIRI...NAMUN APA HASILNYA ADAKAH TUN TELAH BERJAYA MENCIPTA ROKET UNTUK KE ANGKASA? ADAKAH RAMAI RAKYAT MALAYSIA YANG TELAH MAHIR BERBAHASA INGGERIS INI TELAH MAMPU MENJADI AHLI SAINS TERKEMUKA DI DUNIA INI? LAHIRKAH PENCIPTAAN TERBARU SEPERTI KERETA BOLEH TERBANG ATAU BOLEH BERUBAH BENTUK MENJADI BOT ATAU BENDA LAIN ATAU PENCIPTAAN YANG MEMBERI KEBANGGAAN KEPADA RAKYAT MALAYSIA KINI? YANG ADA CUMA PAKAR GIGI MACAM TUN DAN DOKTOR FARMASI...INIKAH HASIL PEMBELAJARAN INGGERIS? INIKAH YANG TUN CARI?
from nasha bin edwin
then, i asked my father.....
me: ayah, sutuju x dgn PPSMI?
ayah: setuju.
me: sebab apa?
ayah: sbb ayah cikgu. mmg benda nih akan menyusahkan cikgu2 pada awal ye. tp kalu bersusah untuk anak murid, x salah. cume ayah rasa better dia start masa tahap dua. budak2 pun x terkejut skit. lg pun, kite tgk skrg, anak murid x komplem banyak pun, org2 tua yg sibuk bising2.btol x? lagipun, kite hanya belajar english dalam sains dan matematik je. sejarah, geografi, KH, pendidikan islam, sume still dalam bahasa melayu. so, x timbul isu tak melayu. kita jgn banding dgn jepun. even komputer jepun pun guna bahasa jepun tapi kite still lg gune komputer dalam BI. sebenar ye, english tu buat kite kompetatif. dalam interview, kalu kita tgk, kelebihan bahasa asing tu yg dia tgk. so, dia mesti lebihkan yg power dlm english.
me: a'ah btol gak
and my opinion....
i agree with my father. why? because i've been through that time. that dark period where i'm a blind in english. this is the decision made by experience.
yes, i got 5A's in UPSR
yes, i got 7A 1B in PMR. B for ENGLISH. repeat. B for ENGLISH!
i was really2 upset with my PMR's result. because i was a top ten student in my class. even my not top ten classmates got 8A's.
and then, i learned to accept it. why?
because i was a bad student in english class. i always always always slept during my english class. and my teacher (teacher aminah) always scolded me because of my result. and it made me hate her so much and hate english too. i cant write english without making mistakes and i didnt have a gut to speak in english with my friends. so, how am i going to improve right. that the story before PMR.
after PMR, i started to think. i need to do something for my english. and luckily that time, i got Sir Martin Bates for two years. plus, i did extra things. i listened to Hitz.fm everyday(hehe bwk radio time prep ptg n malam). i tried to catch what was the DJ's talking about and repeated what he/she said.almost everyday, i did this thing. luckily that pinky prefect didnt know about this. and i also listened to english songs. i memorized the lyric and wrote it on the paper. then, i checked my spelling.
day by day, i can see my improvement in english. i had a confident to talk in english even i used broken english. but who's care right. im learning.
when i took my SPM's result from cikgu yati, the first subject that i checked was english. and i got A. thank god.
during that time, honestly, i learned and studied english because i want to take revenge and get A in SPM. and i got it.
but, after SPM. i can see the benefit that i get from taking english seriously. because, i performed well during my matric's life. very well that cause me end up in medical school.
and in uni's life, i used it almost everyday. during ward round, on call, study time and when i have to read that awful doc's writing in the folder. all in English.
and now, i can write in english and i can speak in english. although i know there was a mistake here and there. but, that's the way i learn english. and yet, i'm still a MALAY.
and i like to put a quote from Dr M...
I am a Malay not because of the language I use when thinking or dreaming. I am Malay because ethnically, lingually, culturally and religiously I am a Malay and I regard Malaysia as my homeland.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Sokong Earth Hour

ok all malaysians

sokonglah earth hour this 28th of march, saturday for 1 hour

dont forget to :

  • tutup lampu
  • tutup tv walaupun ade AF
  • tutup laptop
  • tutup aircond
  • tutup kipas
  • and jgn lupe beli lilin kalu takut gelap

by doing this, you will show your concern about our dearly one and only....THE EARTH!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

sis in-laws wannabe???

last last weekend, as usual, i went back home.

and on friday, my mother and i went to Secret

meeting my brother's buah ati aka kak ida


and the conclusion is...

I LIKE HER.

Attention to the 300!

helo..helo..helo...

ok, listen guys.
im looking for the 300.
if you open my blog, and you are the 300th visitor,
please please please
leave a comment
just write anything
ANYTHING!
and i will response to it

cause i want to know
who is the reader that keep that counting increase day by day

Sunday, March 15, 2009

tag yg da basi

hehe sorry nody n nurul. bukan pe, banyak sgt soalan. so, i hold dulu.

i lupe nak buat tag neh. banyak sgt makan ajinamoto.

so, TAG time!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE
-yes, after the name of the first female Prime Minister of Malaysia.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
-baru je tadi.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
-YES!

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
-emm...daging bakar cicah air asam. huhu saliva secretion.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
-im bearing one in my tummy right now. for 1 year and 1 month already.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
-yes, nothing's wrong right.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
-rarely and if i did, u really got my nerve dude.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
-yes.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
-i'll try.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
-corn flakes perasa nescafe.hehe

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
-sport shoe....YES, lecture's shoe...NO

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
-attention to all guys out there....my favourite ice cream flavour is buttercaramel. no cornetto, no vanilla. but buttercaramel. get it???

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE
-nose and eyes.

15. RED OR PINK?
-white

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
-secretive. i dont know how to share and dont like to share. and sometime did give me pain.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
-my past time.

19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
-im wearing red baju kurung today and black shoes.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
-classical. but im not ancient k.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
-white

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
-lavender defenitely....money, coffea and the scent of rain.

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
-my mum

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
-nak x nak i kena kate yes jugak.

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
-swimming.

27. HAIR COLOUR?
-black.

28. EYE COLOUR?
-dark brown.

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
-yes, same colour with edward cullen.hehe

30.FAVOURITE FOOD?
-emmm.......i neh kuat makan. so, asal sedap, i bedal.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
-happy ending laaaa. im a gurl babe. of course i want happy ending.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-slumdog millionaire n bedtime story yg berjaya buat i tido.

33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-i've told u. im wearing red baju kurung.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
-emm i prefer rainy day.

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
-both.

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
-puding caramel

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-x paham la soalan neh.

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-????

39.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
-currently, breaking dawn by stephanie meyer. read for 2nd round. i got another 3 books waiting to be read.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
-no mouse pad

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
-buletin utama.haha

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
-sound of rain.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
-neither.

44. WHERE IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
-honeymoon with my love one in Rome....actually in my dream.hehe

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
-yes. it is a close type of question right. so no need for me to tell you what is my special talent.

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
-on one of the bed in dewan bedah hospital kuala terengganu.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK
-hameezan harun yg baru ade blog.

exam lagi!

today, i had a long case examination with my supervisor for psychiatric posting.


overall, i guess i did well (nak menyedapkan ati). haha
as the result, my body just got some 'bullets' wound cause my perisai was not strong enough to hold all of the 'bullets' that coming from my dearest supervisor. luckily he just using small rifle, not a big bazuka.haha

i got a young patient,25 year old, male and very2 co-operative with me. i asked one question, he gave me 10 of answers. oh, god bless him. and because of him, my history was quite complete and reliable.

looking at him, very talkative and cheerful, did touch my heart a bit. just imagine, at 14 year old, very young and green, you have been diagnosed to have an mental illness, to cope with the society that still think if you have mental illness, then it's mean you are GILA. to accept the fact that it is something that very difficult to be cured. to eat the medication given everyday. and to bear with all the hallucination and illusion.

and he had a very strong will to be free from that illness. for almost 11 years in that illness, he had just been hospitalized once. very comply with the medication and clinic follow-up. kagum maaaa.

to my dear patient, thanks a million.

i owe him one posting and i owe him my future title - DR.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

tag from nurul

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
-well, i dont know if people like me or not cause i'm not edward cullen that can read all minds. but, im just a simple girl, that want to have a simple life in a simple world.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
-yes im looking for a soulmate. and im very very secretive. i dont share my private life even with my close friend. someone did say this to me...."sya, digging ur secret is like digging a hole in a concrete floor, so hard outside, so unpredictable inside" well dear, that's me.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
-so true

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
-behave seductively???? *thinking
-admirers hanging off my arms???? emmm no comment.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
-hehe yeah thats a typical answer

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
-im trying to be happy about who am i going to be in the next 1 year.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
-fighting sya!!!

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
-im not easily get angry.but if i did, stay 100metres away from me.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
-well, im not making up these answers but i think it reflects me well. anyone want to argue????

p/s:it just a game. already prepared answers.but it is your decision to believe it or not. for me, it is just for fun.but i dont know why, all these answers like terkena atas batang hidung sendri. hehe ouch!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

national park

i went to national park kuala tahan in PAHANG last weekend.

and it was......awesome. super duper awesome. and for sure, i'll be there again. to enjoy the nature.

i went there with photography club. arrived around 9pm (thursday). nothing much we can do except SLEEP after going through a very long journey.

next morning, around 830, we got ready for jungle trekking, canopy walk and rapid shooting. we crossed the river, and went through 1 hour of walking before arrived to the place for canopy walk. i took a lot of picts. and i know all of you want to see it. just wait, i'll upload them later.

at canopy walk, at first i was a bit gayat. but then, i did enjoy it but to ain roslan.....im not sure. because she was so slow, walking in front of me. i think you can guess. she was GAYAT. well ain, dont worry, che wee will always be BEHIND you. haha

after canopy walk, we took a boat to one of the restaurant for launch. well, that time, yazid and CC melantak mcm nak mati besok. and the dishes, delicious!

burppppp....time for rapid shooting.

rapid shooting was a time to get wet. u'll get wet outside and inside. haha but that was a very very joyful time for us. we laughed and laughed and laughed. racing with other boats, try to make all of them wet. wet to the fullest.

after that, we went back to our chalet and took a nap. get prepared for BBQ at night.

at night, BBQ time. we ate a lot, chatting, laughing, snap a lot of picts, get to know each other, giggling, played guitar, singging and flirting.mmmm did i said flirting?? dang!

the next morning, some went to 'swimming' lesson, some still having a nice dream including me.

we check out at 12, get into the bus and heading home.

in the bus, i kept thinking how lucky i am. still got a few time to see new places. cause i know, once i become a doctor, not much i can do with that limited free time. i'll get indulge with blood and human dirt. and get sick with human behaviour and prick as much needles as i can to every arm of my patients and draw as much blood as i can. arggghhh.....i still need time to accept that.

so, if you still a student, got plenty of free time, use this time to travel.

well, malaysia got a lot of beautiful places to go to.so zOOm in Malaysia.

well....im blogging

hehe

well im blogging now

and i know it is not a new thing

but this time it is different

im blogging with CELCOM BROADBAND

yeay!!!!