my december

tup tap tup tap.....

we reached to december. the end of the 2013. to conclude all about 2013.... i can say that i had a beautiful 2013. life is getting better and better and better

last 12/12/13...my dear friend got married. congratulation rabitah and aiman. have a wonderful life ahead....

i changed my workplace again. currently i am working at klinik kesihatan that situated just 10km from my parent's house. no heavy traffic at all.

my husband....is in the process to proceed with master program. he wants to be a neurosurgeon. currently already done with the exam and the interview is just in 1 week time. good luck sayang. study hard and smart and in 4 year...be a neurosurgeon.

babye 2013 and welcome to 2014. and i become 27+1. 

it supposed to be my holiday....

hey all

The monsoon season has arrived. rain poured down the earth.

in fact , beginning this December my husband and I will go to penang to attend two weddings. I'm very excited about this plan since last month . even , 2 hotels already been booked by us to stay there for 5 days . there will be a little reunion between me, noddy and nurul.

However, last night my husband got a message from a neurosurgeon in Johor stated that he must present in HSA on 6-8 december to attend the entrance exam for the master program in neurosurgery.no weddings to attendno reunionno holiday

yes ... i am so dissapointed with that. end up canceling all my hotels booking and informing my friends about the 'bad ' news .

and i will spend my ' supposed to be my holiday ' in terengganu . in the rain .......

trying to be positive....it was cancelled due to some reason. for better future for both of us....

broken

fragile is the word that can describe the state of ME right now. so many things that playing in my mind and me....prefer to chew it slowly and alone.

I couldnt accept any blow right now. as today, one patient walked into my room, scolded me because her long hour of waiting, acting like I was not doing my work in my room. that blow made the crack inside of me getting bigger and bigger and bigger and then, broke into pieces. and I just simply cried.

 weak....and I hate it.

isyania....b strong. u r strong. keep chewing it like before. as always....

trying to be a good wife

happy friday guys.....

we spent our weekend in terengganu this time. he's oncall today. so as usual, i will be bored and alone at home. 

honestly, i didnt cook much since i was married to him. usually once or twice in a month. lucky enough to get trice.

why??

because most of the time we stayed in my parents' house. and we always run out of 'fuel' once we came back from work (exhausted). and luckily he is a very loving husband, prefer to get food outside than asking his exhausted wife to cook. *twink twink

but some did told me about the important of 'air tangan isteri' in every marriage. so, i stick to that. usually, i'll cook if he need to be oncall during weekend. because, if not, we will go back to kuantan and spend our weekend there.

so today, my first attempt in making nasi ayam. luckily he likes it. pass!!

ade rupe nasi ayam kan???

p/s: i promise to u to keep improving my cooking skill sayang. it might take some times, so do support me k.

the best birthday gift ever

 

I got a surprise last few night. well never expected about it.

 

it was MacBook pro retina display!!!!!!! omg.... love you so much dear. well for ur info, it was a backdated birthday gift (i am a virgo). but who cares right? haha

 

 

a struggling middle class doctor

currently, I am working as an in-charge mo at my current workplace. so, I will handling a lot of administration work than seeing the patient. one of them is to check and sign the monthly claimed from my staffs.

so last week, a few of them hand me the claim. and in every claim, u need to attach the pay slip. the current pay slip.

I am a doctor with income 4k-5k per month (government servant). with a car and a house and so on to be paid every month. and overall, I just can save about 500-1k per month (if I am lucky enough).

gone through their pay slip, gave me a chills. some of them got the income less than 1K per month, after minus the home loan and tax. omg, how they are going to survive with rm900 per month. school kids need at least rm1 per day. to move around, they need a car/motocycle and at the same time, they need to pay for the fuel, electricity, water supply and mobile phone bills.

not to mention here, the daily cost for food....

currently, me and my husband planned to buy a house in my hometown. it was a semi d double storey house. the cost.....rm440k. we already put the downpayment 30k for that house. the lawyer already called us to arrange the time for us to sign the agreement. bank Negara already restrict the duration for  home loan for only 35 years. with our current income, we need to do combined loan to cover for that value after counting all our debt (cars and personal loan).

we are doctor, married with no kid, and we are struggling financially to have a better life.

just wondering, how much the rm900 can do for a family.....

sometimes..

sometimes....

someone sent me this and i just simply cried when i read it.

yes, i think i am having that kind of situation.

someone, somewhere, somehow is not ready to let me go....

congratulation hyrene and rudy

They are faisal's friends. they came to our wedding a year ago. so this year is our turn to attend their wedding. and both of them just bang our eyes. so hensem and gorgeous.

may both of you live happily ever after. have a blissful married life k!

happy anniversary sayang

last 14th of september,

we celebrated our first anniversary as husband and wife. a year flies so fast. after all, i am so grateful to be called as his wife. at least i got a husband that know how to change the light bulb, know how to clean out the house area, a husband that help me when i want to 'sidai' my kain outside the house and a husband that know how to clean the dirty plates at the kitchen.

Allah just gave me a beautiful husband that i think complete most of all aspect in my life. thank you Allah!

to Mr President, happy anniversary sayang...

redang again!!!

6-7/9/2013

we went to redang again. for the second time in this year. for this trip, we involved in surgical dept family day.

as usual, redang gave us the best view ever. and that 2 days stay were awesome. involved in snorkeling, some telematch and lucky draw.

malacca again!! 29-30/8/2013

malacca again guys!!!! 

yes....we love malacca. so much!! i think since married, we've been in malacca about 3-4 times. and we got so many reason to fall in love with malacca. it is a small state with a beautiful scenary and peoples. 

well mr husband, can i said it as a birthday surprise???

i turned 27 on last 30th of august. and we celebrate it in malacca. well actually, i never had a thought about going to malacca since my husband asked me to pack my stuff and back to kuantan ( i was in KL for 5 days before to attend a course)

after leaving his aunty's house in nilai, he drove the car heading to malacca. well it was a surprise until we were 'pening' looking for hotel. not a very well prepared surprise actually. and finally, we choose to stay at holiday inn malacca. it was in the center of bandar malacca, facing toward the sea. overall, i was very satisfied with the hotel services. room were clean, view was beautiful and the staffs were friendly.

our routine, as usual, we had our dinner at restoran pak putra (chicken tandori were superbb). driving around the town, sat of for a while at reverside and then back to hotel room. at 12 midnight, we light the candle on the cake, and surprisingly he sang the happy birthday song, complete. it was enough for me. having a husband that really care about me. thank you sayang.

that was my celebration for my 27. and it was the best birthday ever!!!

actually i was looking for cheaper hotel to stay. and we ended up choosing one 2 star hotel at chinatown. i asked him to go and asked for a room. and then he said " book la holiday inn la sayang, i x sampai hati nak biar u stay hotel macam ni". 

at that moment....

i fall in love again. to the same guy that won my first love, and to the same guy that i am married with. 

p/s: i love you 

our syawal

salam lebaran everyone!!!

everything is new for us during this syawal. we celebrated it as husband and wife. and enjoyed it to the fullest. we spent our first syawal in Kuala Terengganu (my hometown). so, in the morning, he went for solat raya. i was having my 'red flag' that time. after he came back from solat, we having our breakfast. some rendang, lemang and lontong. be in my hometown till 3pm, then we started our journey to Kedah. my mother in laws' hometown.

 our 1st syawal

we stay in kedah for 3 days. i got a chance to met my husband's relatives. get to know them. and of course, having that long journey was so tiring. but when u did it with your love ones, nothing is matter right? we went to dannok in thailand, sight seeing around jitra and on the way to putrajaya, we were able to stop by and celebrate hari raya with nurul, my best best friend. happy to see her with her baby bump.

we stay at putrajaya a night then back to kuantan, be there till tuesday and back to terengganu. the next day, we started working again...lazily.

Selamat Hari Raya

alhamdulillah......

dipertemukan tuhan dengan ramadhan dan aidilfitri.

tahun ni, tahun pertama kami beraya bersama as husband and wife. i am excited about it since we will celebrate it in kedah. her mother's hometown. actually, bleh dikatakan kali pertama 'balik kg'. hehe

kami akan beraya dulu di terengganu then around 3pm, we will leave terengganu and heading to kedah.

so dear friends...

selamat menyambut aidilfitri dari kami berdua. mohon maaf jika ade salah silap. b safe on the road k!

1st attempt - plov

wifey: i masak la arini utk berbuka. ok?
hubby: ok.
wifey: nak i masak ape?
hubby: haaaa i nak makan plov. boleh?
wifey: apekebenda la tu? x pernah dgr.
hubby: em makanan faveret i kat ukraine dulu. plsssssss *mata pussy the boot
wifey: da camne i nak buat. tgk pun x pernah. inikan nk merasa. da la bulan pose.
hubby: kwn i da bagi resepi. meh2 kite tgk youtube.
wifey: emmmm

okay, today i cooked.

and i cooked something that i never see or taste before. just by a guidance from his friend's recipe and youtube, i managed to make it to be real before we break our fast today.

lamb, carrot, onions, garlic, red chilies, spices and rice and done!

so happy, since the hubby said it was SEDAP!
and he ate triple than usual. love you.

p/s: i love you

16th of ramadhan

salam ramadhan

time flies so fast. we reached 16th of ramadhan today. and me, keep on praying on something. hope with the bless of ramadhan, what we've been praying for will be real.

we hope for a child. a baby to cheer our life up. 

since i am ready to be a mother after been married for 10 months, we were working for it. i try to regulate my cycle back since it went haywire since married. and then proceed with clomid to grow the egg. we hope the result will be positive. it will be meaningful and extra special if it come from ramadhan.

"ya Allah, izinkan aku menjadi ibu, merasai nikmat mengandungkan anak, melahirkan dan membesarkan anak. sebagai tanda kasih sayang antara aku dan suamiku. amin..." 

1 ramadhan

1 Ramadhan is coming....

and it reminds me about my first time, having him in my eyesight 2 years ago and later married to him.

it was 1st day of ramadhan and now  i am blessed for having him as my husband

KL - Malacca

25-29 June 2013

KL
we stayed at Double Tree by Hilton Hotel in the heart of Kuala Lumpur. It is a five stars hotel and our stays there was super duper awesome. I just simply fell in love with the room especially the see-through the wall toilet. The room was quite small to me but the bed and the pillow just awesome.In the morning, we were having the breakfast at the hotel, there was a lot of varieties of food including locals, indian, western and healthy vegetarian diet. quite sad, we forgot to bring our swimwear. end up sitting at the side of the pool (blank stare). plus, we went to aquaria KLCC, just spending our free time, seeing those fish in the big pool.

then we went to my sis in laws house in putrajaya. spend a night there

Malacca
The next day, we drove to malacca. we just love malacca so much. almost in every aspect. the city, the historic place, the foods and also the choices of the hotel. we decided to have a night at Hatten Hotel, a four stars hotel. the room was big, had a few compartment with 2 tv (we just used 1).
the breakfast - no so great. crowded and just a so so taste and choices

we went to pak putra restaurant for tandoori chicken + we packed 5 tandoori for kuantan people. we went to mahkota parade to do some shopping.

then time to go back home....

p/s: sayang, i love u. thank u for everything.

kaki buli kah aku?

Bila junior sekolah jumpa senior sekolah...

Dr: masalah apa dik?
Patient: eh kak!!! Senior sekolah saya!!! Sesma!!!
Dr: ow ok. Masalah ape dik?
Patient: muntah2....bla bla bla
Dr: okay ni ubat bla bla bla. Awak junior saya bape tahun?
Patient: saya form 1, akak form 4.
Dr: ow cam ek even saya pakai mask?
Patient: haha akak kan dalam geng buli dulu, mana bleh lupe. Idola. Haha
Dr: OMG!

Camni upe ye junior ingat aku...

a joy of a patient

one of my patient, bear a painful anal swelling for a week

today, he came and got a lucky room 8.

it was irreducible external heamorrhoid which is so shiny swollen like cauliflower and bluish in colour. i put some lignocaine gel on it, made it work for 5 minutes and tried to reduce it. alhamdulillah...it went inside. asked him to rest for a while on that bed.

after that, he came in front of me, putting his hand together, and he was like want to sujud in front of me. of course i discharge him some medication and advise plus a referral as outpatient to tertiary centre.

i am happy today, because i think i just make someone's life better today.

thank god for the bless, thank god for the gift of knowledge to me.

his time

a year ago, i was been posted to surgical dept at my training hospital as junior medical officer soon after i completed my housemanship. i was been there for nearly 6 months, before been transfered to my current place - klinik kesihatan. well dats 6 months, was quite a long period to me. i kept on thinking, calculating how different my style and this posting. personally i hate it. i hate the fact that i need to be in operation theatre, need to sniffed the smell of infected wound, did the per rectal examination and etc. it just not my type....at all.

so after went here and there, requesting for transfer, i got the chance to go to public health area. playing with the community. kinda boring place but better than before.

and after a year, while i enjoying my relaxation time at my current place, my dearie husband was posted to my 'previous' dept. well, as a requirement since he wants to proceed to master programme in a future. today is his day 2. and i can see and feel how different it is. no message as frequent as before, and no more call at noon. yes, i miss those things. but this is what we call as 'pengorbanan'.

i know he is enjoying it, because he got it in him. a heart of surgeon. i can see the satisfaction on his face after he done a surgery. he is my charming derek shepherd! forever.

it just day 2 and a lot of another is coming.

god...give me strength!

Redang Island 24-26/5/13

after 26 years.... this year i managed to step my feet on the redang island. and no word can describe how beautiful and fascinating that place was to me.

i love the island so much, the water is crystal clear, u can see through it till the bottom, the sea breeze that relax the mind and the whitish sand, create the nice feeling when it touch your sole.

i will return to that island, i will..... together with my love.