sayu...

last weekend, i went to KB Mall with nurul and noddy. actually, nak pegi cari tiket utk pegi Kedah to celebrate majlis kawin nurul.

and i felt sayu...................

that day, we enjoyed our outing and shopping just like our old time. except we just window shoping sbb sume da jadi org miskin yg papa kedana. and we shared a lot of things. all the hot gossips and story morry. in 4th year, i rarely met nurul. one, because she is dental and im medic student. second, we live in different blocks and third, we always balik kg during weekend. i balik utk basuh baju kotor, and nurul balik to met her sayang.

seriously, that day, i am really2 happy to see her in her glowing bride to be face. tp, xdek la tunjuk kat depan dia. hehe i nih pemalu. ktorg lepak until 6pm then baru balik USM.

actually, that day, i was a bit sayu. sayu to think that the next time will not be the same again. she is going to be someone's wife. i'm happy for her. but, it just like.....will not be the same again. maybe, ktorg akan jarang kuar sama2. maybe nurul akan balik kg lagi kerap. maybe nurul got limitation to do something or maybe nurul akan pregnant. opps....sorry tersasul.

but, that's life. from a baby you growing up to be anak dara and then married to someone you love. so, she cant be mine, cant be noddy's and i cant be tamak haloba. encik is her happiness. and i hope that happiness will last forever. forever and ever.

to nurul, you are going to enter the new phase of your life. to be married to encik. to be encik's wife. prepare yourself for that. i know you cant do it alone. ask encik to help you. and we are here, noddy and super sya will always be your backbone. what ever happen on this earth, you are our best best best friend.

when we are in 4th year, we can see a lot of 'broken' friendship. and i dont want ours to have that fate.so, friends forever.

p/s: malu la plak.

telinga, mulut dan hidung ku sakit....

hello.

what a long gap rite??
sorry la, internet lembab cam ****. lembab yg amat mengalahkan siput yg bersaudarakan binatang haram.

well, now i'm in ORL posting. full name - otorhinolaryngology. sume pasal head and neck. pasal telinga, mulut dan hidung.

mungkin kebetulan, this week i got sore throat. and cough. and as usual, i think it will be chronic cough. so, today i went to the clinic, asked for gargle, antihistamine and antibiotics. yela, seksa tau batuk lame2. mau ye nanti, x sampai 30, i dpt buasir and hernia.

i think sume ni sebab exposure to the anasir2 jahat di wad cam kuman, debu and bacteria. korg xtau, kuman kat hospital lagi berapi tahap bahaya ye compare kuman kat tepi jalan. sume da resistance to antibiotics.

first week in ORL, i think ORL is a nice posting. huhu why all the interesting posting only in short duration? menci. saya menci.

ophtal memang best and i believe ORL pun cam tu jugak.

so, lets pray yg i will pass in every posting that i will face in the future.

p/s: now, i'm the miskinest person in USM. huhu why JPA x masuk lagi neh. tension2. aku nak shoping. aku nak beli itu ini. nak beli macam2. da la year end sale. huhu cedih.

misNAME

last thursday, my result for orthopaedics posting came out and i FAILED. repeat......FAILED.

i knew it from my friend and i started to be depressed and sad for sure. just trying to accept the fact that i failed. but then, one of my friends told me that i failed my clinical exam and not the mcq. i was shocked. i thought i failed because of my mcq paper. because during my clinical exam, dr eskandar who is my examiner told me that i pass. but borderline. who's care. as long i pass, then i pass.

so, after having cfcs meeting that evening, i went straight to orthopaedic department and yes.....i failed because of my clinical exam. huh x percaya ye.

well, dengan selamba badak ye i called dr eskandar straight away to ask about that thing. that time, i believed that dia tertukar my name with my other partner. and...he did tertukar. he asked me either i got bone tumor case or diabetic foot case and i told him that i was the one with bone tumor case. so, confirmed dia tertukar. then, he asked me to remind him on sunday so he can rectify his mistake. and he was so nice that day. saying sorry to me who is only a medical student. soooo low compare to him who is spine specialist in orthopaedic.

last sunday, i sent a msg to remind him about that. and he did saying sorry again. so humble.

that afternoon, i went to the orthopaedic department with my buddy to take a look again at the result. and it wasnt there. hehe dr shahrulazua already took it out from the board. to change my mark i think. well, what a relieve.

today, i went again and there is the result. i passed. it is compulsory to pass the clinical exam to pass orthopaedics posting. althought you got 100% for mcq but you fail clinical exam, then.... you fail. so in my case. i passed mcq but because of misunderstanding/misname i think, i fail my clinical exam. so, i failed. but, after dr eskandar changed my mark...

i PASSED. repeat......I PASSED. YAHOOOOOOO!

because of this incident, i learned something. i learned the feeling of being fail. although sekejap jer, i dont like it and i dont want to feel it again. never. so, isya will do her best in the next, next and next next posting.

and if you can see, i got C. nevermind. x malu pun. cause asal pass, i dont need to do remedial posting for this posting. yeeeha!!!!

to dr eskandar and dr shahrulazua......thanks a million!