Tuesday, October 21, 2008

aku sesat lagi

warghhh....

i dont like it, i hate it and i dont know how to make it fun and enjoyable. i hate orthopedic posting.

im already in second week of orthopedic posting but my log book still BLANK. and i am not very 'passionate' to fill that empty space.

early in the morning, running to the ward for ward round. this morning, me and my friend been scolded by specialist for being late to the round. and at the same time, he asked me to present the case and i dont know that case because that is a new case and new addmission to my ward. so....kena marah lagi.

so, this morning i lost my mood.

my team got a lot of cases. we go to almost all the ward in HUSM. can u imagine how long the round is. and at every bed, i was still blurrrr. so i dont know what kind of knowledge i got from every round that i followed.

please god, help me. i start losing my passion again after i tried very hard to 'grow' it.

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