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last thursday, my result for orthopaedics posting came out and i FAILED. repeat......FAILED.

i knew it from my friend and i started to be depressed and sad for sure. just trying to accept the fact that i failed. but then, one of my friends told me that i failed my clinical exam and not the mcq. i was shocked. i thought i failed because of my mcq paper. because during my clinical exam, dr eskandar who is my examiner told me that i pass. but borderline. who's care. as long i pass, then i pass.

so, after having cfcs meeting that evening, i went straight to orthopaedic department and yes.....i failed because of my clinical exam. huh x percaya ye.

well, dengan selamba badak ye i called dr eskandar straight away to ask about that thing. that time, i believed that dia tertukar my name with my other partner. and...he did tertukar. he asked me either i got bone tumor case or diabetic foot case and i told him that i was the one with bone tumor case. so, confirmed dia tertukar. then, he asked me to remind him on sunday so he can rectify his mistake. and he was so nice that day. saying sorry to me who is only a medical student. soooo low compare to him who is spine specialist in orthopaedic.

last sunday, i sent a msg to remind him about that. and he did saying sorry again. so humble.

that afternoon, i went to the orthopaedic department with my buddy to take a look again at the result. and it wasnt there. hehe dr shahrulazua already took it out from the board. to change my mark i think. well, what a relieve.

today, i went again and there is the result. i passed. it is compulsory to pass the clinical exam to pass orthopaedics posting. althought you got 100% for mcq but you fail clinical exam, then.... you fail. so in my case. i passed mcq but because of misunderstanding/misname i think, i fail my clinical exam. so, i failed. but, after dr eskandar changed my mark...

i PASSED. repeat......I PASSED. YAHOOOOOOO!

because of this incident, i learned something. i learned the feeling of being fail. although sekejap jer, i dont like it and i dont want to feel it again. never. so, isya will do her best in the next, next and next next posting.

and if you can see, i got C. nevermind. x malu pun. cause asal pass, i dont need to do remedial posting for this posting. yeeeha!!!!

to dr eskandar and dr shahrulazua......thanks a million!