unplanned date

salam everyone!!!

huh...what a relieved. feels so alive today, after spending a nice warm weekend at my home. i cant deny it, my home is one of the place that suck all the stress and problems in my head and my mum's cook is the best medicine that cure everything.

well, i'm almost at the end. tomorrow is the first day for my last posting. OBGYN posting. one of my favourite. and cant wait to rock on in the labour room, celebrating the arrival of the new babies. hehe

today...i went to unplanned date. seriously....unplanned.

actually it was not a real date. it was more like a reunion between two close friends. but we can consider it as a date since it involved 2 persons with different sex. haha. i knew that he went to KT today. he even invited me to join him in KT. but i refused since today is saturday...all the road must be packed with cars. and i hate being stuck in traffic jam. so i stayed at home, chilled out and did some baking.

i left my house around 6pm. and then he called me. we set the place and met. at first, i noticed that he looked different. but i'm still in denial. maybe it just me. my thought, my little problem. but then...he did look different. really really different. like 40% of him was gone.

he looked different.
he talked less.
and even the tone was different.

i knew that this might be because of his 'complication'. and i didn't know how much that 'complication' affected him until i met him today. thank god for that date. at least i knew why he was so silent nowadays.

to my dear friend,

everyone in this world got problems. even me and you. and one of that problem is failure. i faced that once, and i worked so hard to get over it. and thank god i managed to solve it. and i even gained something from that. something that i am so proud to have it today. the different between us is...i faced failure earlier than you. if i can get through it, why dont you right? just remember....studying is a contest. the contest is the lion fight. so chin up, put your shoulder back, walk proud, strut a little and don't lick your wound. the scar you bear are the sign of competitor. you are in lion fight. just because you didn't win, doesn't mean that you don't know how to roar. so please, don't hide. let them know that you can roar and be ready to kick their ass.

our life need colours. so don't be scare to paint your life beautifully my friend. and i like to be one of the colour in that painting. if you don't mind. haha by the way...im violet.

p/s: really hope that the cake will cheer u up.