every morning...when i was driving alone, with blood full with sleeping hormone, going to my workplace, i kept on thinking the same thing.
"which other field that i'm good at?"
" what other talent i got apart from playing doctor everyday?"
that questions kept on flashing in my head. that's not a good sign right? because for me, it's a sign that u dont have your heart on what u are doing right now. a sign of disappoinment of my own self. how much i didn't enjoy what i am doing right now.
the frustration keep rising up day by day. plus with so inhuman working hour, require you to keep awake for more than 24h.
i am strong, i always am! but i dont know, lately with exhausted mind and soul, that two questions are my best friends.
but you know what, no matter how hard my white and grey matter working for the solution, up until now, i'm still dont have the answer for that. and that is the obvious sign that i am meant to be a doctor for the rest of my life.
isyaNIA
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