lost

the problem starts when you are not ready to sacrifice the life that you have before. and it happens to me.

maybe i think too much about it. or maybe it's a sign that i am not ready. or maybe im just too selfish or ego to admit it. and trust me, i just dont know why this thought is keep on playing in my head.

dear god, i know im not a good muslim to you. i regret it and please...guide me.