a year ago, i was been posted to surgical dept at my training hospital as junior medical officer soon after i completed my housemanship. i was been there for nearly 6 months, before been transfered to my current place - klinik kesihatan. well dats 6 months, was quite a long period to me. i kept on thinking, calculating how different my style and this posting. personally i hate it. i hate the fact that i need to be in operation theatre, need to sniffed the smell of infected wound, did the per rectal examination and etc. it just not my type....at all.
so after went here and there, requesting for transfer, i got the chance to go to public health area. playing with the community. kinda boring place but better than before.
and after a year, while i enjoying my relaxation time at my current place, my dearie husband was posted to my 'previous' dept. well, as a requirement since he wants to proceed to master programme in a future. today is his day 2. and i can see and feel how different it is. no message as frequent as before, and no more call at noon. yes, i miss those things. but this is what we call as 'pengorbanan'.
i know he is enjoying it, because he got it in him. a heart of surgeon. i can see the satisfaction on his face after he done a surgery. he is my charming derek shepherd! forever.
it just day 2 and a lot of another is coming.
god...give me strength!
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