broken

fragile is the word that can describe the state of ME right now. so many things that playing in my mind and me....prefer to chew it slowly and alone.

I couldnt accept any blow right now. as today, one patient walked into my room, scolded me because her long hour of waiting, acting like I was not doing my work in my room. that blow made the crack inside of me getting bigger and bigger and bigger and then, broke into pieces. and I just simply cried.

 weak....and I hate it.

isyania....b strong. u r strong. keep chewing it like before. as always....