well.....no doubt at all
I live each moment for the incomparable gift that it is. As every thread of gold is valuable, so is every moment of time. For that, i will not allow myself to be defeated by the disappointments in my life. i will grow through the positives found in each and become a better person as a result.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
i miss my mama
champion for the fourth times
these shoes, i bought them last year. last minutes, because of the rain and padang becak at transkerian. i used them almost a year. and last sunday, i noticed there was a crack, a big crack at the tapak of the right shoe. so, i think this sukad is the last time i will used them. but, dont worry my shoes......i love u and jasamu tetap ku kenang. hehe
well, a bit sad because rugby, pingpong (M and W) and handball(M) only got silvers. the women handball team stucked at semi final. lost to Aman Damai. dont worry gurls, we try next year.
majulah sukan for USM and Malaysia.
result ophthal da kuar!!!
and it is a goood news
very goood one
LULUS!!!!
i got A for my log book. MCQ + OSCE + Short case = 62.5. so, overall...i got B-. kind of happy because this is my second time i got B after surgical posting.
hehe well, now i need to concentrate more on medical posting. because i got a very strict "suka pukul" supervisor.
wish me luck!
Friday, January 2, 2009
New Year's present
yummy..can you see the fat.if you look closer, u can see the streptococci. just kidding!
after the LA and irrigation. waiting for BOTOX injection. huhu no more wrinkles.hehe
done by DR mark 'mc not too steamy' sloane. sure no parut la
4 stitches...for the naughty girl
seriously, when i went through all this things, baru i paham perasaan pesakit yg dtg utk treatment. can you imagine, this small wound already caused me a lot of pain. so, if someone comes in with a big wound plus fracture bone....huhu it must be cruciating.
the LA injection is very painful. the irrigation....not too painful la after LA. so, the MA bg 4 jahitan. one inside, three outside.now, a bit worried about the coming parut. hopely, xde la obvious sgt. hehe
tonight, the wound is still painful. i makan nasi asik tumpah2 cause i cant open my mouth very well. nak minum pun sometimes drooling. macam budak2. all my body aching because of the fall. x bleh nak tido. that painkiller only relieve the pain for a while. so, that is why i can write this entry at 3am. after frust sbb x leh nak tido. all of it because of the pain.
huhu.sedih.
p/s:jgn lari2 kalu court basah. arini maybe parut kat dagu, besok....sape tahu.hehe
Monday, December 15, 2008
sayu...
and i felt sayu...................
that day, we enjoyed our outing and shopping just like our old time. except we just window shoping sbb sume da jadi org miskin yg papa kedana. and we shared a lot of things. all the hot gossips and story morry. in 4th year, i rarely met nurul. one, because she is dental and im medic student. second, we live in different blocks and third, we always balik kg during weekend. i balik utk basuh baju kotor, and nurul balik to met her sayang.
seriously, that day, i am really2 happy to see her in her glowing bride to be face. tp, xdek la tunjuk kat depan dia. hehe i nih pemalu. ktorg lepak until 6pm then baru balik USM.
actually, that day, i was a bit sayu. sayu to think that the next time will not be the same again. she is going to be someone's wife. i'm happy for her. but, it just like.....will not be the same again. maybe, ktorg akan jarang kuar sama2. maybe nurul akan balik kg lagi kerap. maybe nurul got limitation to do something or maybe nurul akan pregnant. opps....sorry tersasul.
but, that's life. from a baby you growing up to be anak dara and then married to someone you love. so, she cant be mine, cant be noddy's and i cant be tamak haloba. encik is her happiness. and i hope that happiness will last forever. forever and ever.
to nurul, you are going to enter the new phase of your life. to be married to encik. to be encik's wife. prepare yourself for that. i know you cant do it alone. ask encik to help you. and we are here, noddy and super sya will always be your backbone. what ever happen on this earth, you are our best best best friend.
when we are in 4th year, we can see a lot of 'broken' friendship. and i dont want ours to have that fate.so, friends forever.
p/s: malu la plak.
telinga, mulut dan hidung ku sakit....
what a long gap rite??
sorry la, internet lembab cam ****. lembab yg amat mengalahkan siput yg bersaudarakan binatang haram.
well, now i'm in ORL posting. full name - otorhinolaryngology. sume pasal head and neck. pasal telinga, mulut dan hidung.
mungkin kebetulan, this week i got sore throat. and cough. and as usual, i think it will be chronic cough. so, today i went to the clinic, asked for gargle, antihistamine and antibiotics. yela, seksa tau batuk lame2. mau ye nanti, x sampai 30, i dpt buasir and hernia.
i think sume ni sebab exposure to the anasir2 jahat di wad cam kuman, debu and bacteria. korg xtau, kuman kat hospital lagi berapi tahap bahaya ye compare kuman kat tepi jalan. sume da resistance to antibiotics.
first week in ORL, i think ORL is a nice posting. huhu why all the interesting posting only in short duration? menci. saya menci.
ophtal memang best and i believe ORL pun cam tu jugak.
so, lets pray yg i will pass in every posting that i will face in the future.
p/s: now, i'm the miskinest person in USM. huhu why JPA x masuk lagi neh. tension2. aku nak shoping. aku nak beli itu ini. nak beli macam2. da la year end sale. huhu cedih.
Monday, December 1, 2008
misNAME
because of this incident, i learned something. i learned the feeling of being fail. although sekejap jer, i dont like it and i dont want to feel it again. never. so, isya will do her best in the next, next and next next posting.
and if you can see, i got C. nevermind. x malu pun. cause asal pass, i dont need to do remedial posting for this posting. yeeeha!!!!
to dr eskandar and dr shahrulazua......thanks a million!