time to say good bye

just counting days to say good bye to surgery.

and thats mean only two posting left. huh sound scary la plak. camne nk jadi MO neh. ilmu di otak cam zero jer.

well overall...i dont like surgery. the OT and PR and fresh melenic smell and etc. some of it looked fun and the other just horible.

but this posting created 1 sweet memory to me. the beginning of something that i was not willing to do it for the past 10 years. someone who is ugly and chubby and annoying has changed me and now he is the sweetest guy i ever met in my life.

is it a sign to settle down isya?

sayang

one day, while watching sunset together....he just simply hold my hand and blurred it out

"aku sayang ko"

it was so sweet. damn sweet actually. and my answer was...

"thank you"

and everything went blank.

trust

i watch a movie last weekend. the title....abduction. and there was a phrase in that movie that catched my attention.

"trust need to be earned"

well it was a good movie.but quite disappointed with the lead actor.he got 6 packs which i got nose bleed just by looking at it, but the acting....blurgh. x best.

and thinking about that phrase...i think u need to work hard on it my dear. fighting!

izzah insyirah is getting bigger and bigger and bigger

my ratu hatiku. izzah insyirah. day by day, become cuter than the day before. and aunty sya lovesssssssssss it!

the reunion

after almost a year spreading each other around malaysia, finally we met again. and it was on noddy's wedding day.

dear nurul....u gained weight. a lot i guess. but im happy looking at you, with happy face, showing to the world how happy ur married life with mr fairuz.

noddy on the other side, never changed. still like the last day we met in USM. but trust me, she looked so stunning on her wedding day. now, she is someone's wife.

both of them already married. sharing a life with someone they love. and of course all the fav question for the single woman will goes to me!

hey, this is about commitment.giving a part of ur life to someone else. bukan benda main2.

i know im not ready for this and maybe it is a sign that i need someone who is bold enough to guide me and lead the way.

dare??

from oncall to shift

everyone in hospital are talking about this

SHIFT SYSTEM!!!

i dont know how to comment about this. still new and need a few weeks of observation and discussion for feedback i guess. but i kindda like it.

and last night is my last oncall....and trust me, it was a nightmare.

so i wish this shift system do help us. just add some extra time for us to spend with our loved one's.

am i alone?

hey guys.....

i know, i know.....i abandoned dis blog for quite a long time. actually, i never thought about saying "stop" to blogging. because that is the thing i kept doing for the past few years. i know i'm not a good writer and didnt have a lot of readers, but who cares????

i did it for myself.

currently, im in surgery posting. previously i was in paediatrics which i curse for the rest of my life. paeds is interesting, but working in that kind so call "trying to be perfect" situation....i just could not take it. the MOs' were so nice but the specialist...."tuutt".

i have no respect at all to them. i know they are specialists, but to say something bad about peoples that working together for you in the same department with everybody was so unacceptable. like u r a perfect one.

hey, everyone made mistakes. give them a chance to rectify it. the most important is, they learned something from it.

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it's been a year already. being a doctor.....

and i start to realize something. the emptiness of a part of my life which i didnt willing to fill it yet. why isya??? i still dont know.

everyone kept asking me about someone special. everyone! even worst when i went to some kenduri. yes, sometimes its hit me. quite hard. but then....who are they to decide about when and with whom i should be married with. i know, it is a sign of care. and thank you for that.

i will open it later...i will. it just not now.

down

giler down!!!!!!