Tuesday, September 29, 2009

2 stories with different reaction

story 1

i was oncall last night at emergency department. around 830pm, there was a case of blast injury. when i said blast....it means either it was cause by bomb or mercun or anything seangkatan dgn ye. since it is still in syawal month, mood raya still sky high, of course mercun is the perfect cause for blast injury.

it was a case of a young teenage boy who is so unlucky when his handmade mercun was blown off while he was holding it with his right hand. but i can say that he was a bit lucky because of all his fingers were still intact after the incident. lucky u boy. but some of the soft tissue ( i mean muscles, fat n skin at his palm) were gone. showed us a perfect white bone inside.

but, what made this case interesting to me is about his parent. actually his mother was in A&E (accident and emergency) while we were treating him. and she seem dont even care about her son. never come close to her son, never try to comfort him or even never approach the doctors to asked about her son's condition. yes, i shouldnt judge her. it just that, when ur son was in pain and is about to lose some of his body part, i think i will go straight to my son, n try to comfort him. give some mental support. she just standing at one corner..........crossing her arms. maybe marah kat anak kot. well....only god knows it.

story 2

today....got a clinical teaching at orthopaedic ward. while in teaching, i saw one HO (houseman officer) went to one of the bed in that ward. greeting the young lady. and they talked. discussing about something. and then after a few minutes, i saw that girl was crying. non stop. and in my mind, this is might be something big. something about cutting something.

and i am right. this patient is having osteosarcoma. one of the malignant bone tumour. and she defaulted treatment before. and currently presented with big fungating mass at her proximal fibula bone. she was planned for above knee amputation.

if i was her, of course i will cry. non stop. having a thought of losing one of my leg at a very young age is a nightmare. a few months ago, u still can run and the suddenly u are limping. only a strong one can go through it.

and about the parents....they are so supportive. both father n mother were there. patting her back, wiping her tears. i saw the mother also crying. can see clearly the love between the mother n the daughter.

i just wanna share with u. seeing this two cases, show us that each human being is different. like 1st case....her mother just watch her son from far, but on 2nd case, the mother was there, wiping her daughter tears. but actually, they are in almost the same situation. their child was in pain and is about to lose something.

but dont make a conclusion that the 1st mother dont love her son. cause i believe all the mother in the world love their children.

p/s: mak ayah....saya sayang kamu.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

dont judge ME too quickly

watch this ads. it is funny but with a very meaningful message for us. we always do that in our daily life. even we dont ever realize about that. friends, dont be judgemental by just looking at the surface only while u dont know what is really happen inside. it is not fair for him/her.



p/s: plz....dont judge ME too quickly. im just a plain gurl that also made thousands of mistake.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

my hari raya

well first day of hari raya is almost over. and i am so tired to tell you all the stories around my first day of hari raya. what i can say is...it is awesome. tired but with a lot of fun, meeting with relatives and friends. and of course....DUIT RAYA!

since i am tired to write, and you are tired to read lines... i think better we let the picts speak laaa. cause people always say that....a pict can speak a thousand words..

so layan......

my happy super sweet family

this time, ayah da masuk bilik. pegi bukak sampin sebab rimas. so beraksi la kami berempat yg gila kamera. say keju!

mak and abg ameer

mak and me

mak and diq ma

me, my family and my relatives (mum's side)

and for the last pict, my mum duk puji2 this pict. dia kate comel. and i think memang comel pun. syurga bawah telapak kaki ibu. mane leh kate x comel kan. x bau syurga nanti. hehe gurau je mak ek. what do u think guys. she's pretty rite?!

senator hajjah zaliha

ok. nak rest2 plak. chow!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

salam aidilfitri



*mode skema

salam aidilfitri utk semua...

kesempatan ni, saya menyusun 10 jari memohon maaf jika ade salah dan silap sepanjang saya menulis atau telah menguris hati sesiapa melalui penulisan saya.

pada kawan2, maafkan saya jika ade terkasar kata dgn anda semua. saya manusia biasa, ade ketika leka dan melakukan kesilapan.

selamat hari raya kepada semua rakan2 dan moga2 syawal ini, membawa sinar baru dlm hidup kite semua. amin...........

*mode selambe

hehe well everyone.....raya is coming to us. tomorrow i'll be back to my hometown, get ready to celebrate hari raya wif my family. so for this raya, i dont know why, im not very excited to buy all the raya thingy. last night i went to KB mall. i just bought the ingredients for cakes and one pair of shoes to my mother. i only have 2 baju raya which my mother alone choose it, for me other than that....sume yg raya2 lepas. my brother gave me some money to buy something, but that money are safe in my bank account. even my mother "soksek soksek" about me with my brother, saying that i am not normal and 'sihat' like before. adakah??? huhu where is my 'shopaholic' behaviour????

well, from positive part.....that is good. at least i x membazir. haha positive thinking giler.

i told my mother, that this coming raya will be my last raya celebrated as a student. next raya, i'll be working and might be no holiday during raya. so i should celebrate this raya gila2 puyer. huhu maybe that feeling tak datang lg kot. maybe bila da ade kat umah, do some baking and listen to raya's song...that feeling datang.

to everyone............selamat hari raya. maaf zahir n batin. sape yg terasa dekat ng umah tu, jemput la dtg ke rumah. but make sure u sms me first, in case i xde kat umah. so hapy holiday!

p/s: td timbang berat kt wad, and i lost another one kilo. ishk x leh jadi neh. after ramadhan, i'll work hard to gain that 3kg back. WILL!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Quote

"orthopaedic surgeons in private can get 60-80k per month if they work in KB. if in selangor, they can gain 100k per month. but, what is the meaning of money? u only can drive one car at one time, sit on one couch at one time and sleep on one pillow at one time."

orthopaedic specialist
Dr Nor Azman
HUSM
14th of Sept 2009

*insaf wooo

Sunday, September 13, 2009

orthopaedic team

"it's Ooru again. repeat.......AGAIN!
shush shush shush!!!!!"

last two weeks, we started talking about which team we wanna be in. and i said that i dont want to be in ooru's team since last year, i already in ooru's team. and it was not a nice memory for me. but, what can i say.......jodoh kami kuat. and i end up to be in ooru's team again.

knowing that i will be in that team really2 spoiled my mood. early in the morning and with rain pouring down. i like rainy day. always. but today....i didnt enjoy it much just because of ooru's team. haha actually i dont hate the doctors in that team. they are good and nice doctors. they love to teach us. the problem is....the ward round. compared to other teams, ooru's team got a very super duper long ward round. and i think for ooru's team, we should change the term of "ward round" to "hospital round". because we really2 round the hospital. other teams usually end their round around 10-11am but this team's round can reach up until 1pm!

but....like what i said before, what else can i say right. i was born to be in ooru's team. so, just be happy about it and try to stand that long ward round for 3 weeks.

p/s: org slalu kate jgn benci org, because finally u will end up with him/her. and seriously....i believe in it.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

terawikh di masjid kristal

salam ramadhan semua....

em arini da masuk malam yang ke 23 kalu x silap kira. emm lagi seminggu lagi kita nak raya. and i am sure that all houses in malaysia are busy preparing to celebrate hari raya. because that is what i feel now. haha

well...we are still in ramadhan. so lets talk about what we should do in ramadhan. last night i went to masjid kristal for solat terawikh with my parents. and it was a beautiful memory for me. i mean that was my first time stepping my foot to that mosque. i am not sure how many years it was standing there, in Pulau Wan Man. but since im living in Kuala Terengganu....i kept tangguh and tangguh and tangguh my trip to that edutainment park. bila org taye da pegi ke belum??? i just said...."dont worry...pulau tu xkan hanyut.hehe"

and seriously....it is sooooooo beautiful.

told u....i am not lying right??

solat terawikh at masjid kristal was so special. kerajaan terengganu brought a few imams from meqah to be our imam for solat terawikh for the whole ramadhan. and actually they are been spreaded to all big mosques in terengganu. and one of them is masjid kristal.

we just did 8 rakaat but trust me, it was soooooo long. we finished our solat terawikh around 10pm. what i like about it is.....that imam. dia punya mengaji.....pergh....best gila. mcm u dgr kaset2 mengaji tu. tp yg ni real punya. even i berdiri lama pun terasa skejap. bila da abih witir...baru la terasa lenguh2. mak kate...tu la yg kite rasa bila pegi meqah and sembahyang kat masjidil haram. syukur2. x dpt merasa kt meqah...merasa kt masjid kristal pun ok la.

so...i took some picts with my hp.so just bare with that low quality pictures k. hehe

em....that's my mum. while i was taking this pict, she kept kutuk my hp. actually she insisted xmo amik gambar. alasan ye....my hp 2MP je. cit!

besok, after sahur i will drive back to USM. orthopaedic posting menanti. argh!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

in hope of a miracle

*sigh

exam for surgery posting is over.

MCQ - ok laaaaaa

SHORT CASE - i think i performed badly in front of dr zaidi. i x cair depan dia but i am BLUR. alahai....

u know guys....i got breast cancer case. i read about that and there's some part of it that i purposely skip (sb malas nk hafal). and almost all the questions that came out from dr zaidi's mouth come from that 'skip' part. huh...how do you know i dont read that part huh dr???
however, i still can give some answers to him. about the investigation, management and treatment. hehe im trying to be positive now. so help me ya.
but, he was so nice throughout the short case. when i couldnt give the answer, he still can smile to me. so sweet.

actually, i think i am lucky compared to my exam's partner. he got a case of bilateral post mastectomy with metastasize to liver and stomach. she also had massive ascites with distended abdomen. it was very2 difficult to palpate her abdomen.and that patient got feeding tube (made from folley's catheter) at her umbilicus area. huh, if i get that case, confirm kena cantas. and he also got the same faith like me. dr asked questions, u senyap and senyap and senyap. well george, dont worry we will pass. haha trying to be positive again.

now im in hope of a miracle. hoping that dr zaidi will give good marks to me and also george ( i mean more than 50) and pass my MCQ.amin.....

so, surgery posting is over. now, im looking forward for orthopaedic posting. the posting that i hate most during my 4th year. it starts next week. there will be a lot of blood, bones and fracture. and also mat rempit. and that posting is just 3 weeks duration. 1st week (next week) i'll be in raya's mood, and still blur.....so maybe no study. 2nd week is after the raya's holiday, and i also will be in raya's mood because of raya is sebulan. maybe no study. and 3rd week is exam week...haha what the heaven. exam lagi. but its ok...i still have 1 month to go before the next exam. so puasa abih2 dulu and raya puas2 dulu and then baru fikir utk exam. hehe

time to rest...and enjoy the weekend.

p/s: moral of the story, dont ever try to skip some topic while reading. READ ALL OF THEM.

kamus medic
mastectomy - surgery to remove breast
bilateral - both sides
metastasize - *camne nak explain ek. macam cancer kat breast....lepas tu cancer cells tu pegi kat tempat lain macam hati dan paru2 and membesar kat situ.
ascites - fluid in peritonium. dlm bahasa melayu mcm busung la. rasa2 btol da.hehe