my december

tup tap tup tap.....

we reached to december. the end of the 2013. to conclude all about 2013.... i can say that i had a beautiful 2013. life is getting better and better and better

last 12/12/13...my dear friend got married. congratulation rabitah and aiman. have a wonderful life ahead....

i changed my workplace again. currently i am working at klinik kesihatan that situated just 10km from my parent's house. no heavy traffic at all.

my husband....is in the process to proceed with master program. he wants to be a neurosurgeon. currently already done with the exam and the interview is just in 1 week time. good luck sayang. study hard and smart and in 4 year...be a neurosurgeon.

babye 2013 and welcome to 2014. and i become 27+1. 

it supposed to be my holiday....

hey all

The monsoon season has arrived. rain poured down the earth.

in fact , beginning this December my husband and I will go to penang to attend two weddings. I'm very excited about this plan since last month . even , 2 hotels already been booked by us to stay there for 5 days . there will be a little reunion between me, noddy and nurul.

However, last night my husband got a message from a neurosurgeon in Johor stated that he must present in HSA on 6-8 december to attend the entrance exam for the master program in neurosurgery.no weddings to attendno reunionno holiday

yes ... i am so dissapointed with that. end up canceling all my hotels booking and informing my friends about the 'bad ' news .

and i will spend my ' supposed to be my holiday ' in terengganu . in the rain .......

trying to be positive....it was cancelled due to some reason. for better future for both of us....

broken

fragile is the word that can describe the state of ME right now. so many things that playing in my mind and me....prefer to chew it slowly and alone.

I couldnt accept any blow right now. as today, one patient walked into my room, scolded me because her long hour of waiting, acting like I was not doing my work in my room. that blow made the crack inside of me getting bigger and bigger and bigger and then, broke into pieces. and I just simply cried.

 weak....and I hate it.

isyania....b strong. u r strong. keep chewing it like before. as always....

trying to be a good wife

happy friday guys.....

we spent our weekend in terengganu this time. he's oncall today. so as usual, i will be bored and alone at home. 

honestly, i didnt cook much since i was married to him. usually once or twice in a month. lucky enough to get trice.

why??

because most of the time we stayed in my parents' house. and we always run out of 'fuel' once we came back from work (exhausted). and luckily he is a very loving husband, prefer to get food outside than asking his exhausted wife to cook. *twink twink

but some did told me about the important of 'air tangan isteri' in every marriage. so, i stick to that. usually, i'll cook if he need to be oncall during weekend. because, if not, we will go back to kuantan and spend our weekend there.

so today, my first attempt in making nasi ayam. luckily he likes it. pass!!

ade rupe nasi ayam kan???

p/s: i promise to u to keep improving my cooking skill sayang. it might take some times, so do support me k.

the best birthday gift ever

 

I got a surprise last few night. well never expected about it.

 

it was MacBook pro retina display!!!!!!! omg.... love you so much dear. well for ur info, it was a backdated birthday gift (i am a virgo). but who cares right? haha

 

 

a struggling middle class doctor

currently, I am working as an in-charge mo at my current workplace. so, I will handling a lot of administration work than seeing the patient. one of them is to check and sign the monthly claimed from my staffs.

so last week, a few of them hand me the claim. and in every claim, u need to attach the pay slip. the current pay slip.

I am a doctor with income 4k-5k per month (government servant). with a car and a house and so on to be paid every month. and overall, I just can save about 500-1k per month (if I am lucky enough).

gone through their pay slip, gave me a chills. some of them got the income less than 1K per month, after minus the home loan and tax. omg, how they are going to survive with rm900 per month. school kids need at least rm1 per day. to move around, they need a car/motocycle and at the same time, they need to pay for the fuel, electricity, water supply and mobile phone bills.

not to mention here, the daily cost for food....

currently, me and my husband planned to buy a house in my hometown. it was a semi d double storey house. the cost.....rm440k. we already put the downpayment 30k for that house. the lawyer already called us to arrange the time for us to sign the agreement. bank Negara already restrict the duration for  home loan for only 35 years. with our current income, we need to do combined loan to cover for that value after counting all our debt (cars and personal loan).

we are doctor, married with no kid, and we are struggling financially to have a better life.

just wondering, how much the rm900 can do for a family.....

sometimes..

sometimes....

someone sent me this and i just simply cried when i read it.

yes, i think i am having that kind of situation.

someone, somewhere, somehow is not ready to let me go....

congratulation hyrene and rudy

They are faisal's friends. they came to our wedding a year ago. so this year is our turn to attend their wedding. and both of them just bang our eyes. so hensem and gorgeous.

may both of you live happily ever after. have a blissful married life k!