Thursday, April 9, 2015

Baby

it is a vicious cycle...

done with uni life ... "bila nak keja?"
got a job ... "bila nak kahwin?"
got married ... "bila nak ade baby?"

it is a cruel vicious cycle

being married for 2 years... i was been asking with "bila nak ade baby?" question for zillllion times. i know you care, but please be considerate sometimes. do you know that we want a baby too....

it hurts inside. i want to give a baby to my husband. i knew he wants it too. but he never push me for that. he believe on rezeki and usaha. at one point, i broke and cried. cried because of that question. but he is the one that stay aside, wipe the tears...

Dear Allah... you know what best for us. amin....

1 comment:

Joanne Juend said...

I am married for almost 5 years then only I get my first one.

Doesn't matter how long but when God says you are ready, means He will give.

It's always up above whom decide, not us.

:)

Big Hugs to you :)