Master Programme

in the end of April....

both of us got the result for our application to proceed into master's programme in USM. He applied for USM because USM is the only university that offer Neurosurgery Master Programme in Malaysia.

Me? also applied to be enrolled into USM for my Master Programme in Family Medicine. Why USM? first, because of my husband. second, because USM is my past, a place where i got the first touch of medicine. the place that i spent my beautiful 5 years, met my 2 beautiful friends (nurul and noddy) and later we end up being a very close friend until now. and i just wanna go back to my old place....

my husband .... he is so positive about the result. ready to go there in June.

me? still in conflict. should i? or should not?

thinking about 4 years of separating life with my husband, struggle with books again, oncalls and the urge to have a baby first really causing me in confusion state.

my husband said i should go, he said i will ace it.
my family said i shoud go
my friends said i should go
my colleagues said i should go

but 1 part in my heart said .... u should not.

time for solat istikharah.... may Allah leads me the way. amin.