countdown....

hehe 2 hours to go before clinical exam

the weird thing is.....im not nervous. not yet i think. or maybe because everyone kept telling me that i am lucky to have dr eskandar as my examiner. the very2 'benign' doc.

but, i shouldt take that for granted right. next 1 1/2 year, im going to be a physician. working with the society. if from now i keep fooling around, who's going to be my patient later. hehe tetiba berjiwa doctor sekejap.

well, what i can see from this first 5-6 months in clinical year.....i never change. still da same.

i mean from the attitude side. i like to do everything last minutes. from paediatric posting, surgery and now orthopaedics posting, everything is LAST MINUTES. even last night i wrote my 2nd report to my supervisor. and today i will send it to him.

one of my friend did told me that doing something last minutes is enjoyable. he will put 110% concentration to do it. just because the deadline is tomorrow.

well, for me.....i dont like it so much because it is stressful. stay up until subuh is not a nice thing to do especially for me who is really2 loveeeeeeee to sleep.

but, i still lembab and did everything last minutes.

you know what, it is a difficult task to change someone's attitude.
like me, i want to change it, but at the same time, no progress seen.

the summary....ISYA IS PEMALAS.