deeply sorry dear

*ting tong

he: good nite miss chubby wannabe.
she: hehe chubby wannabe. cam menarik je bunyi ye. nite!
he: hehe bla bla bla.....tringat la mg selalu melayang ditiup angin (kurus la maksud ye)
she: penah ke tgk aku melayang? macam dia x penah kurus.
he: penahla.
she: WHAT A BIG FAT STUPID LIE.
he: opps dia da marah........

well, actually, im not very mad. i just that, when you keep repeating and repeating and repeating the same thing, it become cliche. when it reach some level, it become annoying. i am not mad, i'm annoyed. that's it.

plus, i've changed. i know that im not chubby or curvy like other girls, it just that i've changed by time. maybe im still kurus, but i think not kurus cekeding like before.

i'm sorry dear, i am truly deeply sorry to say all those thing to you in that message. maybe im just tired. today, i left my room from 830am until 730pm. so damn tired. with all the clinic, presentation and KO-K. then i have to prepare the proposal for CFCS program for tomorrow's meeting.plus, maybe some hormonal changes.

but, this is my confession. you are my best friend. my super best friend. i've known you since my school life and i never regret it. because, we have a lot of similarities. whatever happen in our life, never change my impression to you. because you are my best friend. sometimes, i feel like you know me more than i do. you know when i lie to you, you know when i have a problem and you know how to comfort me.

the best thing about you, you always remember me when you wanna sleep by sending me a message. thank you for always be there for me because i know that i'm not that good to you.

THANK YOU....